Things That I Have Not Out Grown

I have found recently that there are certain things I have not out grown. It seems that a month ago I met someone on a pure whim, that is the first thing I have not out grown. The second is the past, both have to be dealt with.

The person I met 4 weeks ago I have become quite fond of. I wonder if this is another round of happiness or a trip of the pain I have not forgotten. She has become a wonderful addition to my life, so I hope for that things will only become more. I go forward knowing it can go either way. I move on wanting to see how it ends.

The past is a haunting thing that I, and only I, must tame. I am working on a story that also has to deal with this part of my past, one I put away for awhile. Now I must dive back into it, one of the reasons I am blogging this. I must push on into besides my weekly trip of spilling my guts to a person who is sweared to keep what we talk about private. I know the story I am working on is unfortunately a novel. I say that in that I started this particular story for no one but myself. I know now it can not be kept to myself once finished.