Since I last posted I have turned a corner of two. I have first off got a hold of my emotions, more like the pain decreased and the rest of the mourning stages started to go through. The thing I have learned is that maybe I'm not exactly sure of what I want. Let me explain, if I want a commentated relationship I might have to be open to the 'm-word'. That really got my attention and quite frankly scared me a little. I know now I am a person who wants a commitment. A long term relationship with a chance of something strong and sweet.
I have also faced Tammy. What I'm about to say here may sound cruel but I don't mean it that way. It was good to see her hurt too, like we even went through the dark time together. I think we may be able to be friends later.
Now, I have found out that she wants to talk to me and ask me questions. She will be here in less than a half hour and I have no idea what I should be thinking. I wonder if I am getting older or just forgetting how all this works anymore.
The other thing is I know now I want to meet more people, all kinds of people. Yet, I am not a religious person and I really rarely drink. Where do I go to meet these people?
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